-x-- sahbeL

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013…last part, seriously..

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013 still continued, omfg…

Title: Close Your Eyes and Pretend (Sequel to "Confessions")
Chapter: 013 / 22 (so far)
Author: sahbeL
Rating (for this chpt): PG-15 - ratings will change with each chapter for Adult themes. This post will be f-locked at my journal 72hours after posting.
Warning (for this chpt): just angst, lol.
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings (for this chpt): JaeHo, YooSu, JaeMin, Ho/OFC

Summary:

Author's Notes:Hey guys!! So, holidays haven't been going quite as I planned. I'll post instead of doing replies as usual, but I do want you all to know that I still appreciate your feedback because it keeps me writing! No matter how crazy RL is trying to drive me, lol. Here's 013 for ya! <3!!

--x-

013 continued...

( First of All Kisses pt 2 )

Title: The First of All Kisses
Author: sahbeL@LJ
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YunJae, YooSu cameo, Changmin.
Genre: fluff.
Word Count: 1458

Summary: Yunho & Jae aren’t officially together and Yunho’s just beginning to realise that their so-called “fanservice” isn’t just fanservice. What he doesn’t know is that Jae’s got his own tricks up his sleeve. 

 

A/N: OK, I took the day off uni coz I'm sick thanks to the goddamned funky weather over here! And yes i know it's been awhile! This post doesn't mean I will be posting regularly from now on, unfortunately. But I DESPERATELY wanted to post something just to let you guys know that I HATE neglecting my LJ :( So, this is the first of a couple of gift!fics I've been trying to write. It's for

evilgirl89 and I hope it meets with your approval! I KIND OF strayed from the original prompt a bit (which will be posted at the end of the fic) but I hope it's still okay! Otherwise, feel free to prompt me again and I shall try my hardest on that one too. LOL.

 

Also! Just a general notice to those who sent me prompts, if any if you want to change your minds or change your prompts for your gift!fics at all, just PM me. I'm saying this coz some prompts were set during Christmas and it's SO not Christmas anymore, LOL. But if you're okay with Christmas any time, then...I guess that's okay? LOL. Anyway, okay, enough chatter from me, enjoy! 

--x-

 

( The First of All Kisses )

 

Really, I haven't. But I do feel kinda bad about neglecting my LJ in regards of posting >.<" I admit, I've been lurking in all my comms, and stuff, but haven't had the time to do much else! So I figured the least I can do is leave you guys a note! I haven't forgotten everyone! I've just been really busy since it's the second week back at uni at the moment and they've already started packing on the work T____T

Truthfully, the only class I really enjoy right now is called The Writing Self, which of course focuses on "drawing on the self for inspiration, yada yada yada" -- basically, it's 80% creative and you get to read out your pieces workshop style, which is what I really like, coz I'm in dire need of some feedback for what I write that ISN'T fanfiction... lol. I just hope they don't flame me *hides*. LOL.

Also, despite the stupid recession that's in progress right now, I've been hopelessly looking for a part-time job coz I'm soooo desparate for money!! Seriously, the time I spent writing fics before is now taken up by the time I take writing cover letters. (Damn cover letters! It takes me ages to write a separate one for each job application) but hopefully it pays off and someone freaking gives me a job! Coz once I get some income going, I'm going for a car (please!please!please!) and then I'm gonna save for my social life, lol. And travelling and all these other things that I won't think about right now due to the fact that I STILL DON'T HAVE A JOB T___________T

As well as job applications, I've also been looking for places to volunteer at. I've recently applied to this Volunteer Homework Tutor position and am happy to say that they called me today and asked me to come in for a meeting. xD (At least THAT'S getting somewhere). Hopefully it looks great on my resume and it would soo be a great way to gain teaching experience since I wouldn't mind teaching English in Korea either... lol.

But enough about all the busy things. I just wanted to let you guys know that I will still try to post when I can! I haven't forgotten about everyone! I just hope you guys haven't forgotten about me either =( When things quiet down and stop being so hectic, hopefully I'll get some time. And I guess I'm making this a collective reply to everyone who commented on the latest chapter.

Thank you so much for sticking with me after all this time! I swear I'll post when I can and I'm so sorry for keeping you all waiting! There's still gift!fics to do, I know I know >.< Gah, sooo hectic! As long as no-one hates me for being so slow, it's all good right? =D

I luvluvluv you all! And thank you so much for your patience! *hands out jaehoyoosumin cookies*

&hearts;

Title: Never Have I Ever
Author: sahbeL@LJ
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: Gen ( I guess) or Wincest (if you squint hard enough).
Table/Prompt: Table #2 Prompt #11 (Never)
Word Count: 900
Summary: They are each side’s final burst of strength
Author's Notes: Apocafic! here… I never thought I’d try my hand at it, but I had the sudden urge after craving Linkin Park. o.O  …and I don’t exactly know what the title means, lol.

--x-

( ”If you will not do it for yourself…then do it for your brother,”  )

Title: I saw Mommy kissing Santa Clause
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG
Pairing: JaeHo x slight YooSu x slight JaeMin
Genre: Fluff
Word count: 1609words.

A/N: Okay, so I wrote this for a contest last christmas at in:com, lol. Didn't win, but yessss, I still think it's all kinds of sweet and soft and easy. lol. The other reason why I posted it is coz kattan69 sent me a prompt a few days ago & I know it's not exactly your prompt and no this isn't the fic you req'd but you'll get what I mean when I say your prompt brought this fic to my mind. hehehe. (& I was thinking maybe your fic could be like...part 2? or something, to this one?. MAYBE. or not. I duno) Anyway! Enjoy! =D

--x-

( I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Clause )

 

 

GAH! I was almost finished with this and my laptop got retarded!!! GHHAHH!! 
 

Anyway! I was tagged by the lovelychocorynne ^__^ so, off we go! =D

 
a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag six people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.


1. What type of food do you like most?
As a member of the female population, of COURSE i LOVE chocolate. LOL. I'm not partial to white chocolate though. I'm more into dark and milk..with stuff in em. like..nuts. yeah. ^__^

I also LOVE italian food. Pasta with white sauce. Creamy cheese. Baked potato...GUHHHH..*drool* LOL.

2. How do you style your hair?
Umm..usually it's out. I used to have a fringe but it grew out. My hair now looks like this..

 This was taken before going clubbing. I finished getting ready and had time to kill coz my friend was late in picking me up. LOL. Hair's a bit on the dishevelled side >.< it looks messy, but yes... that's my hair. =)

3. What is making you happy right now?
The fact that my parents are off for the week and have time to relax. ^_^

4. What are you currently reading?
Believe it or not, Eclipse! LOL, although the thing have been sold from months a go,  I just got my lazy butt to finally bought one 8D <-- Ooh! Hunny I definitely recommend the whole saga! I already watched the movie twice! lol. I'm sucha fangirl. hahahaha

5. Do you need music to study/write?
Yes. I need it to write. definitely. =)

6. What was the last book you read?
"Dead Girl's Dance" - Morganville Vampires Book 2

7. What was your first car?
The family car (still is. lol). Toyota Camry.

8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
Kim JaeJoong! xD and maybe Changmin as well. xD and Jared (Padalecki, from Supernatural) and Jensen (Ackles; also from SPN. =D)

9. What is your favorite movie genre?
I like a lot of movies. It depends on what mood I'm in. =) except maybe... documentary types.

10. What was the last thing you ate today?
Junk food..T__T

11. What’s your morning routine?
umm..wake up.. check my fone for the time. Go to the bathroom. Walk around the house to see who's home. lol.

12. What websites do you visit daily?
Livejournal // Soompi // MSN/email // Facebook

13.What kind of relationship do you want?
one with less complications. a happy one.. lol.

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
I wish i spoke FLUENT Korean instead of the fumbling konglish i do. LOL.

15. What do you want for Christmas?
Dong Bang Shin Ki <-- I strongly agree with this statement. LOL.
and maybe a car. but i don't think that'll happen this xmas. lol.

16. What are you daydreaming about right now?
stuff to do with the prompt chloe1910 gave me. hahaha.. I've been tossing around ideas in my head since I got her msg. lol.

 17. Who are you current favourite artistes?
Firstly, yep, Dong Bang Shin Ki. <-- yup. Otherwise I'm more of a fave song person instead of "artist".

18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
Philippines! I haven't seen my relatives in FOREVER!

19. What are your plans for tonight?
nothing much. watch Victoria's Secret Christmas special on TV and feel sorry for myself as I watch hot chicks such as VS Angels.. HAHAHHA... and post Chpt 009 of CYEAP. =)

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
`chocorynne - Does AWESOME manips and icons (which I use.. hehehe). AND, always leaves such lovely feedback when I post xD & I swear, I'll get around to reading your fic! Promise. xD

TAG TIME! xD
cherryhatescake, dbsk_jaeho, jennykim319, snowflakes_nad, steffiluvlife, dondonbon

Merry Christmas Eve everyone! Have an awesome holiday, wherever you are. Stay safe and enjoy! =) Let's hope for YunJae & mistletoe, ne? =D

<3 luvYOUs!  

"You've got the wrong number,
you've got the wrong number,
I'm sorry, you've got the wrong number,
so don't call me no more"

*FLAILSinsanely*

 

( this way to excessive spazzing, lol. )

hey everyone!

so i've decided that being MIA from LJ world isn't that hot after all, and i've been missing it like crazy (thanks to stupid uni assessments and stuff) but NOW, i'm freeee! - for the rest of the year anyway.. so since my fic posting is on the 'dead'-side at the moment, i've decided to
share a ...brief? ..or not.. lol... update on what I've been up to... and so on and so forth, and maybe come to an ultimate decision on how to
go about on posting CYEAP... (gosh, just thinking about it makes my brain hurt... and hopefully i've got all the chapters..  LOL.. anyway!

 

( this way.. ^^ )

 

...Because I've been reading and re-reading the rules on detox and am still pretty confused. Let me just see if I have this right..

IF your fic is ABOVE the rating of PG13, you must lock your fic. yes? I think I got that part.

Now, with the posting business... is this right??

IF I post an NC17 on detox WITH a fake LJ cut to my journal, i have to...

A: lock my journal entry after 72 hours???

OR

B: Lock it as soon as i post it on detox??

see, this is where I am confused. because, My posts to detox are all just cuts to my journal, so basically it's the same post. So, when I post the sequel to CFaBH, I post it in my journal first, THEN I go to detox and post a LINK of it to my journal there.

When I post on detox it says that I should lock the post posted on detox(??) but that means I lock the post in my journal, right?

does this make any sense to anyone? please help. lol.

Clarification would save me. :)

xoxx

 

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: alternate ending
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Here it is. :)

NOTE: The music cue for this chapter is: "Holding Back the Tears" by DBSK. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

Previous Chapters: FICLIST

( ALTERNATE ENDING )

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: 13/ 13 + alternate ending
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Yes, it's the final chapter of the fic. (Minus alternate ending of course ^^) I'm so excited imagining your reactions. LOL. I'm sorry it took me longer than expected to post this! Unfortuntely, things haven't "died-down" on my end of the world, so things are still crazy hectic. LOL. Anyway, I better shut up, I'm sure you guys are eager to read the end. =D enjoy!

NOTE: The music cue for this chapter is: "Begin" by DBSK. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

Previous Chapters: FICLIST
( CHAPTER 13 )

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: 12/ 13 + alternate ending
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Hey readers! sorry for the delay, unfortunately, things are still hectic all over the place, so I've been busy >.< I've posted a notice on my fic list that if you wish to friend me, you must first leave a comment on the FICLIST post, just so I know who you are and all that stuff. After you've posted your comment, I'll be happy to friend you. =) Anyway, so it's the second last chpt! It may seem like it's the end, but it's not. Don't worry =)

NOTE: The music cue for this chapter is: "Holding Back the Tears" by DBSK. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

Previous Chapters: FICLIST
( CHAPTER 12 )

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: 11/ 13 + alternate ending
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Oh gosh, ladies and gentlemen, sahbeL here and im SICK...T__T again. not as badly as before, but still. I really really blame the weather and can't wait for spring/summer to get here already! I'm so over wind and cold, it's not even funny. Anyway, as you can see (or you know, or you've heard) this fic has an alternate ending so it can flow smoothly onto the sequel. I'm not counting it as a chapter because it was really a spur of the moment thing when I realised as I posted the final chapter that I didn't want to stop writing JaeHo fics. lol. EnjOy this one! ^^

NOTE: For those who are participating in the whole fic!BGM thing, same rules as before, Don't open the cut until you've got access (& can repeat) the song. The music cue for this chapter is: "Holding Back the Tears" by DBSK and "Begin" - DBSK. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. (The scenes are a bit longer than last time and the [Music Fade] should be followed since there's different songs). Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

( CHAPTER 11 )

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: 10/ 13 or 14...
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Sorry it's been awhile! Can you believe this is "asap" for me? LOL. Enjoy this one, we're almost to the end..ish. xD but not to worry, I'm sure you've all heard some sort of mention about the sequel. lol. =X which I won't talk about right now. LOL.

NOTE: For those who are participating in the whole fic!BGM thing, same rules as before, Don't open the cut until you've got access (& can repeat) the song. The music cue for this chapter is: "Timeless" by Jangri In ft. Xiah Junsu. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. (The scenes are a bit longer than last time and I'll leave the choice up to you on whether you want to follow the [Music Fade] Cue or just let the song run as you read the chpt.) Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

( CHAPTER 10 )

Title: Confessions from a Broken Heart
Chapter: 8&9/ 13 or 14...
Author: sahbeL
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I do not own these boys. <3
Characters/Pairings: JaeHo/YooSu
Summary: “JaeJoong-Hyung! IF you had to choose between your own life and the success of Dong Bang Shin Ki, which would it be?”
Author's Notes: Yep. another double chapter post because I've been sick (or busy >.<) for the better part of the last two weeks.. *falls. Anyway! so here's a double chapter post.

NOTE: For those who want to participate in the whole fic!BGM thing, Chpt. 8 is actually the chapter before the chpt. with the first song cues. So if you guys are interested in reading the fic to the so called "OST" (lol) DON'T open the cut until you've got access (& can repeat) this song --> "Insa" by YoungWoong JaeJoong. For those who don't have the song in their computers, I suggest youtubing it & just playing it as you read. (The scenes aren't long, but I don't think they're short either.. =/) Anyway! Enjoy! & don't forget to tell me what you think!

( CHAPTER 8 & 9 )